After so many days of broke up , i really can't overcome myself with it . Was looking at our past memories and yet i found this photo . haha . i still can remember it our first time watching movie together at cwp while celebrating our first month . night still went aunt house drink and drunk . * how sweet was him last time ! {: * i konw all this memories won't be back . but i'm still happy that we are still friend . and i'm going to prove to you that i'm changing everything to get your heart back to me . i know ! it hard . but no matter what . i won't let this thing just ended like this . it being month we had being together . all those memories are all in my mind forever.

I MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE MINUTES & SECOND !

haven been contact him for the whole day . neither do him . since he want to have freedom . fine . let him be . as long as what i do , he don't have the right to say so much . rotted at home watching movie , eat & sleep . don't feel like going out & no place go . new week for tomorrow . hope it will be better . stress on money again :{ need to find money go jie tomorrow . 50 buck ! ? omg .

guess where am i now ? haha . working & yet me and meimei went library use computer & slack . haha . lazy la us . nothing much to post . work end at three going meet bibi at northpoint . after math , went home sleep . suprer tired now . yesterday went cherine house done my food study cousework . & my cpa blog . going mad with all this for someday . Lol . tomorrow working too . planing where to go next . haha .

i should be happy but i'm not . thank to Benjamin chia . He know what day it today, but he the one that making all stupid thing . Early in the morning he never come my house downstairs & have breakfast with me . never mind lei . he told me that he were be meeting me at school bus . wtf ! brought food for him to eat , but never saw him . Called him then know what he told me he will be late & going give me surprise . So i'm not angry with him . waited him for few hour still never see him coming back to class . message & called him never reply or never hear . found out he grow up already know how to make his own decision . went marcus & justin together without asking me . my hair it going to stand up men ! during recess found him . but he never even told me any sorry . & he thought i can still joke with him . whole day in school doing cause work . haha . never even run lesson k ! {: after school meet up with cherine . went ntuc buy food to cook  for him . went print photo for him too . next went cherine house start to cook & prepare everything . raws . my time it so rush ! cab to his house . saw baika at his house outside . my mood start to burst out ! went his house listen to his sweet talk & everything solve . wait for him eat finish those food i cook , he give me money & cab home . went bath & start to watch movie with meimei . than papa just give me eat durain . haha . sad la ! meimei can't eat . YES ! waiting for cherine call home & teach me my homework . haha . although today i'm so angry with him but i'm so happy to see his smile when he was eating the food that i cook ! {: 

Back from my dinner ! yummy yummy . it so nice cause it free ! {: yeah . meimei treat me eat . haha . loves her till the max la . if every time like that the best la . Bibi sick :{ sad for him . some goes to me & meimei . raining today . make until all of us have headache . haven been attended school for one whole . went back today . fuck up men ! fucking teacher keep asking the same question . omg omg ! loves my DM ! having some deal with him . haha . going trust him then other fucking teacher . oh ya ! one more thing . going quit smoking or i should smoke last . haha . out of sudden don't feel like smoking already . tomorrow it me & Bibi six month ! &&& today it his first time complain me about not going him something or any surprise . sad for me :{ all this it too rush never even went & think about it . & now my turn head goes round & round . school work fuck me up ! having so much causework & thing to learn :{ don't feel like going to school tomorrow . haha . going settle with my dad when he reach home {:

haha . promise to post everyday la ! busy with my EBS cause work this few day . just done some . go tired now . bye .

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