i should be happy but i'm not . thank to Benjamin chia . He know what day it today, but he the one that making all stupid thing . Early in the morning he never come my house downstairs & have breakfast with me . never mind lei . he told me that he were be meeting me at school bus . wtf ! brought food for him to eat , but never saw him . Called him then know what he told me he will be late & going give me surprise . So i'm not angry with him . waited him for few hour still never see him coming back to class . message & called him never reply or never hear . found out he grow up already know how to make his own decision . went marcus & justin together without asking me . my hair it going to stand up men ! during recess found him . but he never even told me any sorry . & he thought i can still joke with him . whole day in school doing cause work . haha . never even run lesson k ! {: after school meet up with cherine . went ntuc buy food to cook  for him . went print photo for him too . next went cherine house start to cook & prepare everything . raws . my time it so rush ! cab to his house . saw baika at his house outside . my mood start to burst out ! went his house listen to his sweet talk & everything solve . wait for him eat finish those food i cook , he give me money & cab home . went bath & start to watch movie with meimei . than papa just give me eat durain . haha . sad la ! meimei can't eat . YES ! waiting for cherine call home & teach me my homework . haha . although today i'm so angry with him but i'm so happy to see his smile when he was eating the food that i cook ! {: