After so many month i had know you , yet both of us just ended like that . should i thank you or should i hate you ? this question i had ask myself so many time but no one can answer me right . I'm really lucky that i got the chance to be your other half , but I'm sorry that i can't be the best of your other half . you really is a right man to choose their Mr right , but i din got the chance to last long with you . should i say you don't cherish me neither do i ? maybe it god that help us to be together but both of us don't cherish it . i really can't get the fact ? what wrong had i made & you had change until like that ? it like one turn you had change to other people . everything must see your mood want . if your mood it good you will treat me like a gold , if your mood it bad your will treat me like a grass . do you know i always soft hearted & why don't you cherish it ? should i listen to other that give up on you ? or should i give you one more chance ? i really hate to play boy feeling & do make me do that to you . you just told me that you willing to change your bad thing because of me . should i trust you one more time ? i really don't know . i only know that maybe my feeling toward you had change & become hate . why must you make me hate you ? why must all this thing happen ? why can't we last ? why can't you be my Mr right for the whole life ? i thought i will marry you but I'm lucky that i know all this thing now & not too late . i just want to be your prefect girlfriend but just so simply thing & i just can't do . i really feel warm and comfortable to be with you . you make me feel happy all the time but everything changed when the day go . I'm really happy that you can pampered me so long & you definitely will do your best in everything . i really appreciate it . thank . nobody will feel how the pain neither to you . no point hiding in the corner & cried . thank for giving me so much memories in this fourth month . hope you can give up on me as fast as possible . once again i would like to say it the last time " I LOVES YOU ! " from today onward let both of us delete our contact & start it new . last long with your other girlfriend .
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