My head it getting more & more pain . why can't i stop thinking of everything . & why must i force the right . we won't be happy when we are together . so no point . i force myself to do so many thing but i still can't get him off . what happen to me ? why must i change & become like that . I'm not like that want right . I'm always strong & never drop any tear when I'm down . what happen this time ? why can't i forget him . why must him keep remind me about our memories . i had enough of all this ! I'm really going mad ! & i don't know why this few day i feel that everyone don't like me . no one going care me . HOW ! ? WHAT TO DO NOW ? WHO CAN TELL ME ! ? SOMEONE FASTER COME TELL ME ! FASTER !